Wishing

Maybe things will getting better in 3 years if he wanted to wait for me like seriously i will tell him to my mother. I know now its not the right time to fall in love with guy but seriously if we keep this relationship until 3 years ahead maybe it must be long lasting haha, idk but i feel like im dreaming too much. I hope it became true, who doesn't want to have a great love story? I know it will be hard, and challenging. Who knows? It's not impossible if he's my soulmate, right? God, maybe i wish too much but u know sometimes too much mean you want it like crazy:( please, i will be very happy if my wish came true. Aamiin😇

Well

Sometimes I don't get it, why you're not trying to text me first? 

Manusia alay

Kayanya gue udh sayang sm dia berlebihan, gatau itu hal positif atau negatif:( gue gabisa bayangin kalo dia hilang dr pandangan gue, atau tiba2 gak ngechat gue, pernah sih sebenernya bayangin itu dan alhasil gue nangis. Like wtf men gue nangis krn ngebayangin ituuuu? Gimana kalo beneran kenyataan? Bisa mati kaliyaa gue tp itu lebay tp bisa jadii. Krn gue sayang dia banget2an gue jd posesif bgt ew yasmin yg dulu bukanlah yang sekarang HAHA alay dah lo min. Kalo gue cemburu sm dia nih, semuanya langsung berantakannnnnnn. Gue jadi sensitif much, trs bete much gitudee maunya dia tau kalo gue galau tp gue tau dia gabakal tau krn gue gak cerita atau apa.. Huft jadi biasanya cuma ngurung diri, dengerin lagu galau, mandi yg lama HAHA, tiduran, makan banyak, dan gabales chat dia krn kalo gue ngechat dia pasti dia tau kalo gue lg marah. Kenapa gue gampang bgt ketawan yeu suka bingung saya, kalo gangechat dia berarti gue butuh waktu berpikir, tp gue jg sebel kalo dia gak nyariin gue ew sebelnya tuh to the moon and back-_- HAHA maafkan